part 4

“
- was do not meant to me but if im desperate for ruining us inside gardenias

- about you i finally reached the virgin wife beside you and i hate to know

- floor youre someone loved an angel and when the line im making you pretend at

- handle my mom about myself forgetting what you love i hope someone else does your

- still where she was his rule was love me and every mans truck in the
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“Ruining us inside”: A reference to the rot inside my chest perhaps?
The medication is making me struggle to see new connections as clearly as I used to